Well I’ve had anxiety attacks since I was in 5th grade, and Im about to be a junior in high school. I use to have them when I was on the 2nd story at school (scared of heights) but.. now its different, im not sure what causes this, but, sometimes at school, When the teacher is talking (or any other situation like this) and I don’t want to interupt b/c i’ll get embarrased. I feel like I could throw up.. and im guess its b/c im scared of throwing up in front of ppl..so in situations I’ll be like Omg, what if throw up in front of everyone, its like I don’t want to have to get up or ask to go to the bathroom b/c i’ll get embarrased. I only get anxiety attacks when theres alot of ppl around or I don’t want to have to ask to go anywhere b/c it would be awkward..like suppose I feel like that, and do ask to go to the bathroom.. then come back feel the same way, and ask to go to the bathroom again, they’ll just be like is she ok?? I want to get on pills to help me b/c I HATE IT.
My mom thinks im too young for pills. and my doctor says i just have to learn to overcome it.. i mean i’ve tried to but its been sine 5th grade.. I have learned to control it somehow..but i mean i need some more help.




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